i may not be the first to wish u Happy 20th Birthday.. but tt does not mean tt i haf forgotten ur special day.. Happy Birthday to u Azila.. my sweet Rosita.. aww.. so i hope tt u will like the prezzie.. it may not be much.. couldn't find it in ur fave colour.. but i thot tt tis was equally as sweet.. so yea.. hmm.. may all ur wishes come true.. may ur dreams of goin to the university comes true.. may ur parents give u more freedom now tt u are more mature and capable of carin fer urself.. may ur life be filled with loads more luffters.. kinda missed u since the last KL trip.. awww.. so yea.. hope tt u enjoyed ur day today and later with the ladies.. okie... till i see u again.. take care sweet lady..


here is wat i tink of Star Wars after watchin it the 2nd time.. wat not.. i fell asleep durin the show at KL.. so yea.. i was tinkin tt.. if only the Jedi Council had trusted Anakin.. he wouldn't be so filled with anger and crushed ambitions.. if only he was not lost and not afraid of losing.. he wouldn't haf turned to the Dark Side.. if only he was not blinded.. he would haf lived a happy life with Padme.. den again.. if all these were to happen.. der wun be any Star Wars.. and George Lucas wun be a millionare now.. hahaha..

i was juz..

i was juz makin myself some milo dinosaur at werk.. nth to do.. as u can see.. i juz had my staff meal.. well dun tink tt i am bummin off my arse at werk.. wen the crowd comes.. i dun even haf time to drink.. so yea.. back to the story.. i was reminded by my fren.. once he ordered milo dinosaur at Simpang.. yea.. it was the one opposite 7-11.. and yea.. he made a boo boo coz he decided to stir it first before drinkin.. and it got into a mess.. lesson learnt by my dear fren tt nite was to sip some of the milo first and den u stir the drink so as to be able to still drink the nice milo dinosaur in a proper and clean manner.. well guess wat.. i failed to take his lesson as an example.. i made a boo boo too.... heh.

i was juz toppin up the parmesan cheese containers at werk one day wen i was really irritated by tis human.. wun even call her a human at tt time.. went to their table.. she, her boyfren and prolly her sis coz they looked alike.. changed their empty cheese container to a fresh, new topped up container and i accidentally toppled the pocket menu holder over.. it fell to her boyfren's side of the table.. she sittin opposite her boyfren.. easily reached out to him and said in malay.. "let her pick it up herself".. i was shocked and yet did not say anythin in rebuttal coz i still believe in good service even tho ur customers are like shit.. so der i was waitin fer her boyfren to finish pickin up the menu and he passed to em to me.. and i said thank u in malay loud enuff fer the next table to even hear me... they kept quiet.. not enuf of tt.. i passed by their table to change the other containers and juz as i passed by... she turned her head slightly and said BITCH. bein the nice service crew tt i was.. i juz walked away.. pretendin i did not hear anythin.. bein the normal dila tt i would haf been.. i would haf gone up to her and asked her.. "were u the SLUT tt called me a BITCH?" but i didn't... didn't noe wat was her problem tt day.. prolly her boyfren couldn't satisfy her or sth.. or she was juz jealous of me coz she's freakin ugly.. or unless she had wanted me to reach down in between her boyfren's legs and get the menu myself and i had not done it.. i am sorry i can't do it.. coz i am not a SLUT juz like the way u are.. thankz but no thankz..

i was juz abt to clear the tray wen tis guy was juz sittin down.. itz only part of our service to clear the tray so as to provide our customers with more room to eat.. would greatly help coz our tables are small.. and so i asked with a smile whether i can clear the tray.. and der he was starin up back at me as tho i had juz stepped on his fuckin tail and brushed me off.. do we as humans deserve such treatment..? i dun tink so.. was abt to turn my blue skied day into one with thunderstorm coz of tt prick.. but yea.. i saw tis teenager with his grandma walkin towards a table.. he was aiding her to walk.. and she pointed out to a table and i smiled at her and gestured fer her to sit down.. she sat with a smile.. i liked her smile.. and den her daughter came with the tray and i asked if i could clear it away.. she looked up at me.. smiled and said.. "u may.. thank u.." and guess wat.. she said all those in chinese.. i was suprised but was made to believe tt der are still nice ppl ard, livin in tis world.. even tho she could not speak in english.. she at least said thank u in chinese.. the sweet kind-hearted lady made my day despite the prick who was bein damn irritatin.. i pray tt the lady's life will be filled with loads of love from her daughter and his grandson.. pray fer her long life.. with God's will.. thank u lady..

yea.. been a whole long time eh..

letz see.. caught movies.. lotz of em.. like Vit says.. the unemployed seems to be catchin loads of movies lately.. so yea.. Amityville was alrite.. juz tt the show ended to nicely.. i noe i noe.. itz based on true story.. so wat can we do abt it rite.. yea.. and House of Wax.. nice story line but nah.. juz too predictable... hmm.. so here it is of wat i did over the weekend..

KL.. oh yea.. decided to drive up in the end.. pretty alrite.. except tt der was a sleepy driver.. a not interested driver.. a poor soul.. a caught in between everyone soul.. lastly... 2 mad crazy and super great singers at the back seat.. wonderin how? yea.. der were 4 of us stuck in the back seat fer 4 hours.. to prove u guys wrong.. yea.. it was a very comfortable ride up.. especially towards reachin our destination.. *winks* haha..

reached destination.. well not really.. haha.. coz we were lost fer 2 freakin hours... juz to look fer Jalan Tun Abdul Rahman.. damn tt road.. haha.. now we all noe tt wen u refer to the street.. itz juz a referral to the whole of KL.. damn it.. haha.. durin tis trip.. sure.. it was fun.. loads of suprises... as well as a bumpy ride.. costly too.. haha.. oh well.. i got my 1901 hotdog tis time round.. sure beats havin CHEF hotdogs... yum yum... anyway.. to the deprived soul... yea.. i had my wish fulfilled... i had freakin A&W.. haha... fer years.. been waitin... been searchin... ooooh... Coney Dog.. hahaha... Root Beer Float.... muahahaha.. double yum... oh well.. other den tt.. the hotel's great.. of we paid fer it... and the cigs not bad too.. heh.. the food was cool.. of coz we had Kenny Rogers.. again another virgin trip fer me... Gazebo.. shisha was pretty short.. i still prefer tobacco.. hahaha.. oh not forgettin watchin the guys play futsal... weee weeet!

Overall rating: suder duper all over double roll over excitingly fun!

The Good Things of tis trip: De Paris, De Palma, De Chevron, De Futsal, De food, De shoppin, De Star Wars (which i slept thru it.. haha..), lastly... De Match [of coz Arsenal would win! we all noe tt dun we..? =)]..

The Not so Good Things of tis trip: De Suprise, De Truth, De horrible road signs, De Money and of coz De Fateful Nite..

thanks guys.. fer makin the trip great.. and of coz to my sweetie.. who drove... and to the individual who gave us the WRONG directions and blame it on some discrepancies.. to the bugger who directed us to Jalan Tun which went nowhere close.. and to One Utama fer makin my A&W dream come true.. sadly i did not get my Dunkin Donuts.. tis calls fer another trip up..! wooo hooo!

If I had to do it all again
I wouldn’t take away the rain
Cuz I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I’ve learn so much from my mistakes that’s how I know he is watching me

Nobody knows what life may bring
It might make you happy it might make you sad
Sometimes yeah but I know there’s a reason for everything (but I know)
That’s why I keep believing
Whatever is meant to be its going to be

If I had to do it all again
I wouldn’t take away the rain
Cuz I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I’ve learn so much from my mistakes that’s how I know he is watching me

-Again, Faith Evans

the list of two faced ppl in my life..

1. you
2. her
3. him
4. her
5. she
6. him
7. them
8. they
9. you
10. ME

at some point of our lives.. even in my life i bet i haf been a two faced person to someone.. i guess sometimes itz alrite to be the way u are.. coz u dun mean anythin bad at all.. but most of the time.. it ends up as a great pretense and it does gets on my nerves coz fer heaven's sake.. everyone noes u are fakin it..
oh well.. welcome to the club.

Happy 25th Birthday to Adrian.. Happy Birthday to you.. Happy Birthday to you.. it may not be a mega celebration but i hope it did make ur day.. i hope tt u like the present.. i hope tt it was alright.. i hope the walk up from Cable Car to Hill Bistro was good.. i hope tt you were suprised.. i hope dinner by the good view was nice despite the mosquito bites.. i doubt they are mosquitoes.. i tink more like red ants.. haha.. anyway.. i hope tt u enjoyed the day.. the food was definitely great.. the ambience.. totally.. hmm.. now i am lookin forward to July.. hahaha.. =)

no names mentioned..

Saturday --> yet another weekend spent in Malaysia... tis time round it was with my family.. der was a wedding at our relatives house.. back to the kampung in Malacca i guess.. the drive up was not really enjoyable fer Adrian.. both of us havin bout 3 hours of sleep prior to the long drive.. plus the fact tt we haf ppl at the back seat.. not to say the mean things but yea.. fer a first timer.. he was not really a fan of tt particular someone.. oh well.. maybe of the stories tt he heard.. haha.. so yea.. quite fussy and all.. but well i was juz playin along to maybe pretending to be nice and all.. ah like i care.. so yea.. the occassional smoke tt i get wen my parents' car was up ahead and unseen.. the 3rd person among my family to see me smoke and not say anything.. not even a qtn.. so yea.. pretty glad fer no interrogation.. i dun need tt at tis moment..

reached Melacca and we all had food to eat.. haha.. ppl were gettin hungry.. my lil cousins and Fadli were only interested in playin with the chickens.. like yea.. chasin and runnin all over the place and tryin their best to catch em.. somethin which i would not even get close to doin wen i was younger.. all i would do was to sit by my mummy's side and be a good girl.. see the difference between kids my time and their time... not to further mention tt these kids i am talkin abt here.. are all super duper hyperactive.. Fadli included..

Adrian bein a total kampung virgin seemed so awed at the things tt he saw.. like the chickens.. and the cows.. and the monkey tied to the neighbour's house.. and the thousand of flies tt dun seem to go away.. and the jackfruit dish which i thot was nice.. and the extremely hot weather..

Sunday --> the wedding was alrite.. pretty normal.. nothin grand abt it except fer the dj who was invited all the way from one of KL's radio station.. made dedication to the singaporeans relatives.. played songs totally unfamiliar to me.. the weather was really hot.. thank god i was not wearin black.. decided to lepak in the car with air con.. woot! and soon my parents wanted to leave already.. got to bring home loads of mangoes.. hippie!

the journey back was better.. except fer the heavy downpour tt Adrian told everyone a tsunami.. haiz.. and we dropped by Giant.. it was 7 by the time we reached.. everyone filled in their rumbling tummy.. after dinner we went home..! finally...

after droppin my uncle's family off at tampines.. we went to pick Az up.. met Erfen who was already waitin fer us at simpang.. it was so appropriate.. me and my baju kurung lepakin with em at simpang.. haha.. and so the nite sparked off with loads of luffters.. tummy cramps.. jaw locks.. wat not.. with the Dunkin Donut lady.. to the hoops with the Dunkin Donut lady.. and to the lawnmower.. to the furry cuffs.. to the major ot.. many many more!