Thursday, February 23, 2006

The Bottom Line
Today you may need to deal with something you've been putting off. Get it over with.


In Detail
One of your coworkers or friends -- all of whom, of course, you think of as members of your extended family -- are probably going to be wandering around in a bit of a fog now. You won't be able to resist asking what's wrong, and since you're who you are, they'll actually confide in you. Do what you can, but don't forget about your 'real' family, especially if they're waiting for you.


i'm thinkin of wat is it tt i need to get over with.. i mean like mmm.. wat haf i got in my mind tt i need to settle.. erm, i duno.. like most noe.. i'm an avoider.. so wat makes u tink i can actually do tis.. den again.. maybe i could.. if i noe watz the thing abt and how itz affectin me.. itz all abt courage and facin ur fear..

and my co-worker? like who.. mmm.. news has it tt Jizzete will be transferrin out as well.. Mary will be goin to Scotts on 1st March.. at least, itz better fer her.. compared to Bugis.. i noe Don will take care of her.. juz kinda remembered on our conversation last nite.. i juz had to tell him to haf his own perceptions coz itz doesn't matter wat the tigress thinks.. i believe Mary has the abilities to do much more.. juz tt she's not given the opportunity here... i hope tt Janice will be able to guide her well at Scotts.. now, now.. if Jizzete is gonna transfer out also.. tt means it'd only be me and HER!! help me! haha.. oh well.. take things as it is i guess..

hopin to do a farewell dinner cum party fer Mary after inventory.. mmm.. i'm losin my allies.. hahaha.. wonder where we'll end up tt nite.. Music Underground maybe? heh.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

random pics from Az's Farewell Dinner @ Fish & Co. Changi Airport T2

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-=dILa & @zzY=-

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mE, azZy & yaNie

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laDieS..

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*l0vELy LadIes*

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fuLL afTer diNNeR!

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check out those ASSES!

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photo whores!

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check me out!

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Azila tryin hard to be in the pic!

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Nicole Richie & Paris Hilton (that's HOTT!!)

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alah, dila.. so tak glam!!

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juz concentrate on the backgrd yea?! we rock!

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models in the makin.. =)

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some serious discussion goin on eh?!

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i'm misSin tis face soo much!!

Sunday, February 19, 2006

check out the backdated entries all the way down!!

16th February 2006 - today
well, Nik came down to Pastamania on the 16th, coz he was havin a Creamy Chix Cravin.. my gawd! triple C (CCC)!! i tink i'd make tt like a 5 Cs or sth.. coz he had Creamy Chix with Cheese and Calcium Cravin.. haha.. well, i ended werk at 6 and i drove.. was gonna pick Faiz up since he went to pick up his guitar.. mcm real aje!! haha.. so yea.. since Nik was goin to Kallang, i thot, why not? so yea.. it was havoc in the car.. wat not?! with me goin round and round.. and den i like read only Centre Carpark instead of Kallang Netball Centre Carpark.. haha.. tink sth's wrong with me.. cannot concentrate la...

so yea.. all over the place we went.. and finally, we reached at the side of the stadium.. he dropped off.. *sighs* hahaha.. and off i went.. so yea.. after pickin Faiz up, i met up with Hafiz and we lepak at Pasir Ris.. and hmm, did we had a lot to talk about.. bought my cat's food.. ooooh yea.. fer those who still do not noe tis yet.. i own a cat now!! haha.. brought it home almost a month ago.. found it at werk.. and i made up my mind to bring it home.. mmm.. itz super cute... and toilet trained.. and itz soo freakin playful.. haha..will be uploadin her pic soon i hope.. i bet Azila's bitting her fingers now.. haha..

well, werk sucks.. still sucks as much.. tigress will be back on Monday.. which will be tomorrow.. i fer sure noe tt i will be screwed by her.. first and last person to.. well, took 2 MCs tis month.. my performance kinda slacked wen she's not around.. well, i'm sure her reporter will definitely tell tales.. like i care! like someone always says, smile and wave wenever you're screwed.. i wish i can put tt into practice yea.. otherwise, my resignation letter will be submitted anytime.. haha..

mmm, lately.. i've been all smiles.. i wonder why.. itz funny how wierd it feels.. how everythin took place.. i mean.. somethin, someone unexpected came along.. such coincidences.. and den.. taa dah.. ttz why, expect the unexpected.. i can smile juz thinkin of tickles.. i can grin ear to ear juz thinkin of the word sunshine.. i can fly juz hearin my name bein called out.. like i told myself, i'm on Cloud 9.. and i do not want to ever come down to earth again.. ever again.. but well, life's not perfect.. neither am i.. so i'd take someone's sayin seriously now.. "make the best of it"..

*hugZ*
14th February 2006
Happy Valentine's Day to every lovers out der.. to all my dear frenz.. to every livin thing in the world!
it seemed like juz yesterday tt i celebrated V-Day 2005.. time passes by so quickly, i dun even feel it.. every day is a new experience fer me..

someone asked me to be his Valentine like in the mornin and it was totally unexpected.. nvr did i expect him to ask me out.. and here i was, thinkin tt i would be at home alone on V-Day after soo many years.. i agreed to, of coz.. well, Hafiz sure noe of the drama the night before.. itz one blow after the other.. thanks fer bein der fer me Hafiz.. u're the bestest best fren one can have..

to think tt he actually came by my house in the afternoon, bought me a huge stalk of Sunflower and a huge bar of Toblerone.. was a freakin sweet thing to do la.. i cried of coz.. a bit emo.. still not over the shit the day before.. we sat and chat, smoked outside my house and i was tellin him stuff.. how i'll be out on a date and how happy he is fer me.. until, he told me to get ready fer my date and to have fun..

i sure did have fun.. it was crazy.. no idea where to go.. we became spontaneous.. ate at this wonderful restaurant.. really full and the ambience was great.. we got the seat at the corner where it was a sofa with cushions and all.. was i gettin comfy after dessert.. yummy! haha..

after tt was Esplanade.. packed with couples.. wat do u expect right.. so we walked to Fort Canning and it was a whole loadful of laughter.. i juz can't stop.. haha.. drove back to Changi and i was guilty like hell.. heh.

so my wish came true.. we went to the beach and well, the rest is juz sweet, sweet torture.. haha.. mmm.. another wish of mine came true again.. somehow.. i got to see the stars.. tho i can't find Orient's Belt..i noe they're out der somewhere, lookin down at how happy i was throughout the night.. i thank my stars fer the wonderful night i had today.. *smileZ*
12th & 13th February 2006
well, as predicted, i took MC again today.. well, not tt i purposely did it.. but seriously, i had no voice at all.. my flu's back.. and my cough's gettin worse.. all despite a nice time the nite before.. so yeap.. i left Az's place at abt 5:30, took a cab home, bathed and got ready to see the docs.. i asked fer one day mc since i was on 3 days off on Mon till Wed.. thanks to V-Day..

met Reen at PS and headed down to BLEND INN.. had a late dinner after which i went over to Az's place.. was gonna help her pack.. we had like real late supper at about 3.. was rummagin thru her fridge.. and after tt, i fell asleep.. haha.. wtf right?! i was supposed to help her pack and i fell asleep.. it dun matter.. she noes i'm der fer her in my dreams.. hahaha.. well, we woke up in the afternoon and talked somemore.. *winkZ* till Fiza came and they headed to Lavender to get Az's passport done.. i headed home again to get ready and get my car.. so i can drive Az to the airport.. it'll be her last ride till the next time round.. will be a long one.. mmm..

so wen we got to the airport, i was still maintainin my composure.. did not want to flood the whole of S'pore do i? was lettin her say goodbye to all her relatives.. most of G15 were there.. we were waitin fer our turn.. finally, the time comes.. i was the last to hug her and boy did the gates open.. i was cryin uncontrollably and i can't stop.. she's like the closest to me right now.. and to have her leave fer Aussie is not an easy thing fer me.. i've nvr got myself to face it but yea.. tt night, i had to.. we said our farewell.. well, it'll be soon before she'll be back.. or better still.. i'd be over at Aussie to find her! haha.. even after she went it.. i can't stop cryin.. boo hoo!

well, i got her a shawl and it was her fave colour.. GREEN! darlin, use it wen u feel cold or down as a replacement of my hugs while u were here.. i sure will miss the nights we used to have.. the life we went thru at Boat Quay.. the late nights chattin.. the late nights cryin.. haha... every single bit of em.. thanks fer bein der all the time.. times wen i needed u the most.. i sure am feelin empty right now.. like half of me is gone.. time to fil it up.. and yet not to replace.. do take care over der.. and i'll be missin u loads!
11th February 2006
today rocks coz it's Az's farewell party at O Bar.. organised by Ab and Sof.. well, i brought Rafi'i along since he wanted to drink tt nite.. den again he left halfway coz he was already wasted without even drinkin with me.. haha..

so yea.. i had a helluva fun time dancin.. i practically did not stop at all.. every time i stopped to take a break.. someone would pull me out to dance.. haha.. okie okie.. there were cute guys around and all.. so yea.. y not?

best was wen i went on the table with this someone.. we were dancin.. and he wasn't even aware of wat i was doin to him.. haha.. right! so yea, it happened and he was sayin tt he wasn't gonna take it lyin down.. well, wat do u want hunnie, u want to take it standin up? *slurps* haha..

so at the end of the night, we ate at Spize.. couldn't really finish wat i ordered.. haha.. mmm.. after tt, it was bunkin over at Az's place.. the rest of the night was juz full of noises from ppl.. hahaha.. the whole night was fun.. loads of whisperin and wat not.. *winkZ*
7th February 2006
went to Head Office fer Ops meetin.. i was nervous and all.. but i had loads of fun.. coz i practically knew most of the ppl there.. Jacky, Andy, Lina, Venson, Wei En, Janice, Ryan, Manuel and a whole lot of other ppl..

nth much... briefing on V Day's promotion.. after the whole day at Head Office, we went to a restaurant at some hotel to have our Chinese New Year dinner.. ate a whole lot of food, so much tt i was bloated.. after tt, they still wanted to go karaoke.. and in the middle of the night, my GM decided tt we shld head down to Devil's.. haha.. i haf nvr been to Devil's before and they were like makin fun of me.. haha.. oh well, i was notti tt nite coz i drank a lil bit and drove after tt.. but i was okie wat.. so no harm drivin.. anyway, my CEO, who came with us, is an ASP.. hahaha.. so anythin, i go find him.. heh.

was dancin with Jacky, Jeff and a lil bit with Erik.. the rest of the nite was juz dancin and havin my kinda fun at Devil's.. yee har!
3rd & 5th February 2006
It was supper with Fen, Johan and Qian... Az was at town.. and we met up with her.. i drove and i can't have a whole load of shit tt Az was havin.. haha.. it was Fen's last day in S'pore.. he's flyin off to Taiwan fer 18 days.. he's comin back soon! but it was the last time he was able to see Az till maybe in another year or so..

we created so much noise at Wisma and decided to head down to Simpang since most of us were super hungry...! reached Simpang and we were even more crazy.. somehow, i was affected by sth tt i noe i shouldn't be at all.. it matters to me in a way.. u noe.. like keep it clean and stuff.. i dunno.. ttz how i feel.. but who cares if u dun..

5th was Az's farewell dinner fer G15.. i can't come coz i had to werk.. heard they had loads of fun.. mmm.. wat not, with Ilham bein able to sleep with a smile on his face throughout the night.. haha.. fer reasons we noe y.. *winkZ*
1st & 2nd February 2006
so Ted's in S'pore and we haven't been like hangin out and all.. been a whole year since i last saw him.. he's havin long hair and all.. still prefer him with his short hair.. cuter definitely.. so Az asked me to chill out with em at Ted's hotel.. boy, were we crazy.. a btl of Smirnoff juz by plyin stupid silly games.. haha.. well, it was worth it.. Fauzi whom i thot does nto drink, drank tt nite, Ted's all red as usual, Fahmy didn't drink, Y was drinkin alrite i guess and me and Az, needless fer any words.. haha..

had a whole load of fun.. laughin out loud.. well, me mostly.. sorry i can't control my laughter.. better be happy high den emo high.. haha.. mmm.. so yea.. carried on till about 5 am when most of us were tired.. decided to sleep but i couldn't coz i was frantically callin up my other mgrs to take over me coz i so noe tt i was not able to go to werk.. too lazy anyway.. so i ended up takin mc and Jizzete had to do full shift..

mmm.. went home at abt noon and i was gettin ready to go out again to meet Az and the rest at the airport to send Ted off.. this time round, he made sure he was on the right flight.. haha.. of coz, he was with his parents and sister.. his sister was cool and she drew nice sketches.. got to noe Ted's parents better this time round.. first time meetin and it was cool.. so was Auntie Brenda, Fauzi's mum.. so it was sendin Ted and family off and meetin the girls at Fish & Co fer Az's farewell dinner.. juz the ladies.. it was great meetin up with the whole bunch after sooo long.. though me and Az, we juz agree on sth tt day.. it does feels wierd..

dun worry ladies, we do miss u all loads! after a heavy dinner, we all headed home.. coz i had to werk the next day.. and i got to be responsible eh.. haha..
29th January 2006
Happy Chinese New Year to one and all!!

I can't escape this time round.. haha.. i escaped from goin to my gramp's place fer Christmas and New Year plus every single time my family goes over.. haha.. i can't help it.. i needed to work.. this time round, Pastamania's closed fer Chinsese New Year so i HAD to go.. oh well, go der, show my face, eat loads of oranges and goodies, get Ang Pow and den play Monopoly with my bros..

got to finally meet my cousin's bf again.. i fuckin forgot his name.. haha.. anyway.. she's like preparin to get married and all.. most prolly by end of this year.. well, itz abt time.. coz she's like turnin 28 this year.. mmm.. he's in the Navy i tink.. was from Traffic Police.. they got to noe each other coz my maternal auntie introduced him to her.. i tink at tt point of time, she was kinda desperate to get a bf.. ouch! i'm mean! haha.. den again, they're happy now.. so am i, for them..

so yea, tt was wen Az called me and asked if i wanna come along and lepak with em.. em who? peeps from NYDC.. oh i see.. okie.. so i decided to give her a suprise.. haha.. i drove and met her at woodlands.. she had wanted to meet me at my place so tt one of her fren, Fonz, could drive us around tt nite.. but tadaah! i can drive and boy, was she crazy... hahaha..

so we drove, picked up Wan from Jurong, picked up Suresh from Boat Quay and headed down to East Coast since we thot of playin pool.. but then after havin Macs and a long waiting time, Az's fren, Eldillah, suggested tt we watch a movie.. so yeap.. since she was driving as well, Fonz and Wan came with me and the rest in her car.. during the drive to town, chatted with Fonz and Wan and well, qtns tt were not supposed to be asked was asked.. haha.. like do i have bf??

since i'm nice, i said no, i'm not attached.. then again, i knew wat happened between tt someone and someone else tt i did not wanna give any ideas to him.. haha.. no darlin, i do not and will not play my fren out.. and neither am i interested in u.. haha.. *winkZ*

we watched Fun with Dick and Jane.. nth really great abt tt show... pretty borin and i fell asleep during the first half of the show.. but den, the endin was nice.. the good guy remains as the good guy and he got wat he wanted.. well, workin life sucks now.. seriously.. the temperamental of a guy.. not a man but a guy.. i still tink tt he's immature.. blowin up fer no apparant reasons.. dun try me.. not a second time.. i'm still keepin my cool.. but if u like me bein nasty, den bring it on!
16th January 2006
Mark this day people, coz today is the day tt I PASSED MY LICENSE!! haha.. after a freaking long wait, i finally went to Ubi and prayed hard tt i would not come across the stupid Bangladeshi who caused me to fail the first time round.. so yea, i was pretty lucky coz i had no freaking practicals before tt.. itz like almost 3 mths of not driving and i went for my TP.. i was prepared to fail it the 2nd time.. but NO, i PASSED! haha.. oh well.. lucky me i guess..


so after tt, i went down to BLEND INN and guess wat i found out.. another lady who i thot was familiar wen i saw her at Ubi in the day, also passed her license.. mmm.. i was told tt she can't drive fer nuts.. so i asked, how the hell did she pass?

here goes.. the tester brought her around the circuit and didn't even bring her out to the road, and at the end of the circuit test, he told her tt he's havin a bad stomach flu and tt he will pass her..

i was like what???!! she fuckin passed coz of tt? haiz... i felt dumb after tt.. i do not noe why but yea.. i mean if anyone can pass juz coz the tester's have a bad tummy flu den i guess.. i wasted my time takin my practicals sooo seriously..

but den again... i can fuckin DRIVE legally now!! woo hoo!!
14th Jan 2006
itz Eid's 21st bdae pit at East Coast.. had to work but i was doin openin so i got off werk at 8 and met Alif at Bedok Interchange.. met up with the rest of the girls.. Sarah, happily with her new family.. did i mention tt she got married in December? oh well, she just got married and she already has 2 children in hand.. not bein mean at all... coz her children are both adorable and fun to play with... she showed us all her pics.. and she looked gorgeous in the pics.. anyway, juz to wish her all the best in her future endeavours together with her husband and her beloved children.. okie, i am envious... but not time fer me yet.. hahaha..

so yea, the rest of the guys were there except for Is and Adi.. Adi insisted tt Syikin went home with him.. total party pooper! and the rest were Hafiz, Najib, Mat and Fiza.. haven't met Hafiz in a loong time and tt day was the day tt i finally get to meet him... told him of my adventures.. funny how ur childhood fren can be envious of i instead of bein happy fer u.. jealous.. haha.. well, had a nice day overall since i got a free ride home!! yippie!