it hasn't been a dandy week, or should i say year.

in a short span of a year, my family lost 3 relatives.

18 November 2006, the death of my uncle's wife. Auntie Warda.
4 January 2007, the passing on of my maternal grandfather. Haji Abdul Kahar.
22 October 2007, the passing on of a favourite aunt. Auntie Norlelah.

she passed away yesterday due to heart cancer. there is simply no way that i can say how she has suffered. no words ever mean enough to describe it all.

she always makes us laugh. she never fails to smile. she has a pure heart.

even pure doesn't seem to sum it all up. all i can do is cry at the thought of it all. and i just can't pen it down.

she loved and will always be loved by all of us.
always in our memory, our prayers' for you.
we love you.

Al-Fateha.

finally, taking a breather from all the preparation for the open house later. i had to wake up early even on my off day!! haha.

so, how has the week at work been?! it's pretty good alright. not feeling pressured just yet. that's because i haven't been doing any concrete work for the time being.

just a feeling that i get every morning, i've morhped into one of them.

them referring to people who rush and push into the train, trying to squeeze every bit of themselves before the door closes on them. not that i'm really one of them, just that i've fallen into their catergory. the executive crowd.

colleagues have been nice and helpful. lawyer's been patient. i'm adjusting to staring at the computer's screen for the whole day. tummy's coming out sooner than i expected. sheesh!!

i hope it'd turn out for the better now. because i've heard people taking bets on how long can i last at each job i take up. *shakes head* these people ah....

"ask me for the reason,
and i'll tell you why.
i hope it's because of the season,
please don't make me cry."

i'm a sucker for romance movie.

i just watched The Lake House for the hundredth time. right, not that many times. but still, i sat through the movie as though it was my first time watching it. the same goes for 50 First Dates and any other romance movies that i favour.

season finale for Everybody Loves Raymond. i'm going to miss them a whole load. not to worry as there'll be lots of new replacements, new seasons of 70's Show and Grey's Anatomy. i hope i can still watch as much tele as i am when i start work. dang!

i just have to thank my lucky new shoes for landing me with a lucky streak of interviews and not to mention that i had 3 job offers all at the same time.

when you start believing, it'll all happen.
good things happen to those who wait.
-Tengku Nur Nikman

well, i've accepted a job offer today. alas, i can't accept the one that i would love to do. contradictory to my very own words, yes, i will be working for a law firm. i hope it will turn out good and that i will bear no regrets.

much thanks to those who helped me looked out for vacancies. to Roz, for your recommendation. to my sweet boyfriend, for all that you are. to my parents, for the constant nagging and prayers as well as your faith in me. i love you all!!

Chuck and Larry is a good movie to catch. Adam Sandler's movies are simply great. i love them all. =)