long gone 2008. is 2009 about being apart?

it is coming to the third week of 2009 and i have not spent much time thinking about resolutions at all. i think about it all the time at work. dealing with the directors' and shareholders' resolutions on a daily basis.

not that i've really kept to any resolutions that i've made, ever since i've made them the first time. like Han said, you don't need resolutions to quit smoking (for example). i do agree with that. it helps somehow to keep you to the list of things you want to achieve. most importantly, determination.

maybe, i have resolutions this year.
1. to take off my lenses every time i get back
2. to cleanse my face and get rid of the make-up every time before going to bed

pretty much that. anything else would just make me procrastinate. if i can keep to these religiously, then i may consider adding things on to the list.

so, i think i should move out of here.

the past 2 weeks have been hell for my right eye. it kept twitching which was so uncomfortable. i went for my facial treatment and decided to ask my beautician. she said that right eye means it's something bad will happen. either to yourself or someone close to you.

i told Awin about it and then she told me, her mom once told her that orang jauh nak datang. me being me, initially thought that it was referred to those from the dead. haha. yea, i was that stupid. so, she further explained that it does not only refer to someone who lives far away from you. it could also be someone from the past, like any of my ex(s). let's see. the only one that i don't want to see is him. i'm on okay terms with the rest of them at least.

and then i told Nik, he simply said that i lacked of sleep. simple eh? yea. maybe i do lack of sleep. my body clock's messed up.

after 2 long weeks, it finally went away. quite soon enough, it came back. i thought about it, did something bad happened to anyone (other than break-ups around me)? no. did i met any one who live far away from me or even him? no. did i lack of sleep? yes.

for now, i'd leave it to that. let me know what's your rationale behind twitching eyes.