i realised i am different. from wat i was, i haf grown. not physically i hope, but mentally i noe. i haf passed thru a major transition in life.

with the divergent perspective i hold now, i pray tt it will facilitate me thru life without much hindrance.

i am content with who i haf become today. a person whom i haf learnt to deal with. a temper which i haf learnt how to control. a selfish person who learns how to appreciates.

der are many things in life i haf yet to be exposed to, as i reminisce the past and begin to look forward to a new chapter in life. a whole new experience. series of downfalls. climbin higher the mountain of self-discovery. i pray.. fer u and fer me..

how could u asked me such a thing? how could u compare urself to me?

we are two different ppl, serchin fer different reasons and ways to live our lives..

u haf a total contrastin belief in life.. i haf my philosophies..

u shld noe wat u were gettin into.. i didn't.. u shld haf accepted..

i did and u couldn't.. so wat were u lookin fer.. or still lookin fer?

wat was is tt caught ur attention? was it the money? or was it the chase?

grow up. think. stop askin ppl to grow up and adapt to u. u chose the path u are in. be happy with wat u haf. and not grouch fer wat u cannot haf.

u said u cannot love someone if u can't accept him fer the way he is. if u are so smart den start minimisin the differences. stop talkin to me. i juz can't stand u.

"True love is found when you see their flaws, understand their weaknesses and compliment their strengths"

tt song was fer my fren.. not fer her.. but fer her ex boyfriend who lied, deceived and cheated her.. alrite they are all of the same meanin.. but yea.. i juz need the emphasis..

how could u fall into the same pithole twice..

how could u have fallen so deep and yet not see all those lies..

has love blinded u so bad everythin u see of him is good..

has he no feelings no more tt he needed to do tt..

could it be tt u fallen too fast..

or juz him who speaks the world of u..

she is a fren i knew fer a long time and i noe how she is.. we were very close.. she went thru the same shit twice.. i wasnt der fer her at both times.. many lessons of love she has learnt.. in hope fer the better... in search fer someone who's sincere.. who shares the same dreams... who's true....

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

-Look What You've Done, Jet

i am tired of talkin..

i am sick of applyin..

i am done with thinkin..

who cares wat they rest says..

like to hell with wat u think..

i haf decided to go ahead with it..

u juz haf to shut the hell up coz i will get it before u will..

and yea.. i am runnin away.. oh well, in a way..

i wanna run away and nvr stop..

till i find a comfort zone.. a place where i noe i need not worry..

a place where life is not all abt winnin..

where i need not rush to get wat i need to survive..

which i will not be gettin.. not right now..