Tuesday, March 07, 2006

so i met up with Izad at Starbucks yest to pass him the Penal Code.. he was punctual and i wasn't..

as usual.. so yea.. we caught up and had loads to laugh abt.. well, at least i noe i did.. and den Sobah called me.. and i'll be meetin him on Fri fer lunch.. mmm..

and den while me and Izad were walkin off from Starbucks.. tis middle aged guy.. he was der talkin on his phone.. and wen we were approachin his direction.. he stopped his conversation and like said tis to me.. "i like your smile.. i like the way you laugh.. really.."

yea.. i freaked out.. dun tink Izad even realized tt the guy was talkin to me.. haha.. so yea.. i would have said thanks.. but den again.. if i were to do tt.. he mite juz rebutt and said somethin like.. "would you like to go home with me?"

hahaha.. yea, yea.. i noe.. too far fetched.. still.. i dunno wat mite happen should i be too nice to some strangers u noe..

mmm.. and den Shar msged me abt some wierd dream he had.. way too wierd.. den again.. itz always possible to make it happen dude.. haha..

Fiza msged me juz now and she was like.. wen is our outing again? mmm.. the other day, Eid msged me.. i dunno ladies.. will haf to wait fer my off day.. and den we'll plan sth out eh... maybe catch a movie or maybe we can be beach bums or sth.. haha..

and i wanna meet up with Vit.. and let her haf some of my TLC.. haha..

and den Rafi'i msged me.. askin wen is my off day.. he wanted to treat me to the drink (or shall i make it drinks instead?) he owed me from O Bar and prolly juz some excuse to meet up with me.. haha..

and den i got to call Shiddiq up and meet him to pass him his jacket.. oh wait, derz nth abt Shiddiq tt i've blogged abt eh.. haha.. another time den..

and den derz Sanesh, who's been buggin me.. i dun really like him but i gotta pretend i like him.. he's like buggin me to haf coffee with him..

i guess.. derz a lot of ppl i owe coffee time or stuff like tt.. due to my long workin hours and irregular off days.. i kinda put off meetin up sessions.. or rather some of em.. i juz make excuses not to.. heh.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Saturday..

wat else is der to describe it with other den juz one word..

WONDERFUL!

how else is der to describe wat i felt..

GREAT!

thanks fer makin me feel the way i feel rite now..
thanks fer makin sure tt i'm alrite each nite before i sleep..
my world's a wonderful place to be in now tt u're in it..
+kisSes+
check this out.. how i'm defined as in a dictionary.. like totally!!

Tan Nur Fadhilah --
[noun]:

A dance involving little to no clothing

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

again, itz the weekend..

finally got to meet up with Shar on Friday after like sooo long.. haha.. we were like talkin abt the times tt we actually meet up and the times tt we stayed silent..

1. 2 mths after June 2004
2. Singapore Idol, October 2005
3. after Singapore Idol up to some time early 2005
4. before July 2005 up till like near end of 2005

well, look.. he MISSED 2 years of my bdae.. so, tt means tt he owes me 2 yrs worth of bdae prezzies.. oh and not forgettin, tis yr's.. so dude, be prepared for tis July coz i'm gona hunt u down.. haha..

we watched TransAmerica.. it was a tight decision between tt and Wolf Creek.. bein the indecisive us, i suggested tt we toss a coin.. had lunch-ner at Long John.. been a while since i ate Long John.. durin the show.. i can't help it.. but yea.. i can't believe tt it was all abt gays and trans.. i mean, i'm not discriminatin or anythin.. but hell, it was misleadin.. it said tt the show was abt someone's life journey.. and i felt somewhat cheated.. haha..

so yea, he may not haf added tis in his blog but tt dun mean i ain't gonna do it.. he stalled a MANUAL car like 3 FREAKIN TIMES throughout the day.. haha.. sowwie.. so yea, Faiz called me and asked me to pick him up and to bring him somewhere to have fun.. and den on our way der, Nik msged me tt he's bookin out instead of Saturday.. so we picked Nik up at Pasir Ris.. and den headed to town.. played air hockey.. I trashed Shar 11-5 and Faiz trashed Nik 10-5.. haha.. siblings rules! =D

after tt, we like walked here and there.. me and Faiz doin silly stuff as we walked.. and visited Hilton's toilet.. Faiz and Nik's failure in tryin to assasinate me from the corners where i can see em.. haha.. decided to head to Simpang to eat.. and yea.. after supper.. we ALL had the greatest shock ever.. which turned to anger and den to frustration and den to worry fer me..

things tt was significant throughout the nite:-
1. electricity charges
2. warm feelin over my palms
3. wierd feelin over my fingertips
4. cat
5. broken license plate
6. irresponsible motherfuckin idiots who fuckin hit my car and broke my fuckin license plate

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

last weekend went well.. i was lookin forward to Saturday coz ttz wen everythin was planned out nicely.. haha.. well, Saturday came early.. coz we were already out on Friday.. watched Rumour Has It.. mmm.. a romantic comedy tt does not have not humour.. contradictin.. it was a nice show afterall.. endin was nice.. she knew wat she wanted in the end.. after goin thru so much confusion in her life.. nice happy ending.. would you still stay frenz with someone who had sex with you, your ma AND your grandma..? i dunno.. haven't been der.. hahaha.. dun want to..

stayed up the whole nite to watch the nice nite view of Sengkang.. itz juz great.. my favourite spot wen i need to release some depression or anythin at all..

Saturday, we met up after the loong nite we had.. i drove to Bedok and then we went to Cineleisure to have some Japanese noodles.. it was nice.. tasted like maggie goreng as someone put it.. haha.. the cheese and all.. yummy! i was hungry tt nite coz i haven't eaten like fer 2 days.. but if you ask me now.. i can safely tell you tt i've eaten more than i can consume for like a week.. hahaha.. growin fat!!

played arcade fer a while.. i kinda suck at Daytona.. no matter how i drive in real life, i can nvr win in Daytona.. haha.. so yea.. we took the photo card.. it was nice but i was ugly.. haha.. crazy! wen was the last time i took it? it was with Hafiz.. and he still has mine.. gonna get it frm him soon.. speakin of which.. i haven't seen him fer like weeks already... gotta start fillin him up with details! hahaha.. and den it was the beach.. mmm.. i feel different tt nite.. i dunno y.. maybe coz my Auntie visited me the nite before and all.. but one thing i noe fer sure is i had my sign told to me tt nite.. a star shone amidst the clouds wen it was a very cloudy nite juz hours before.. was very tempted to dive into the water.. but no.. wouldn't want my daddy to scream at me fer makin his car wet would we..

*smileZ* thank you.. fer shinin out..

Sunday, i brought Fadli out.. was supposed to watch Fearless.. but wen we got to the theatre, we realised tt it was NC16.. haiz.. sad.. he was sooo lookin forward to watch it la.. in the end, we watched The Fog.. no biggie.. nth spooky.. pretty alright i guess.. after tt, he played some arcarde.. and den i kicked his ass at Daytona.. haha.. bully small kid eh.. yea yea..

Monday was Mary's farewell coz she's off to Scotts on the 1st.. decided to go to The One.. family karaoke lounge.. nth dirty.. haha.. GM was der.. and so were Aishah, Xueting, Xueyun, XQ, Weng and the Flowers of J8.. sang like crazy.. didn't haf much fun coz we were late.. and their last song was at 0240.. reached home almost 4 after sendin the sisters home.. got to haf my beauty sleep since i'll be doin inventory..

after inventory, me and Amaida headed down to Newton to have supper.. we talked.. well, i dunno.. juz needed her views and all.. i agree on one thing and not the other.. i believe tis time round it will be right.. tho it would take some time..

Nik came down to "suprise" me at work.. haha.. well, suprise suprise.. can't wait to see him again juz now.. and my staff can vouch fer tt.. how i was skippin in the kitchen.. and singin stupid songs.. haha.. well, i was again not myself.. i dunno.. maybe things on my mind.. maybe itz juz me.. u noe sometimes u juz feel down.. maybe depression.. hahaha.. i dunno.. well, one thing fer sure is tt i wun noe wen i'll be seein my anti-depressant again.. i hope itz soon..

*hugZ* u noe how i feel right at tis moment.