so.. i haven't been updatin my blog fer some time now..

been busy at werk.. keep havin to do full shifts here and there.. and the long waited day finally came! my leave commenced on 14th May.. Mother's Day.. yeah.. thot i could bring my ma out fer dinner but den she had to werk full shift.. so no chance.. will bring her out fer dinner early June i guess.. since i'm werkin non stop till mth end..

so yea.. i left fer Redang Island on Monday nite.. met Weng at Sengkang and den we headed to CWP to meet the rest of the peepz.. Gina, Grace and Wensheng.. Matt and Jack had gone in earlier to return Jack's friend's car.. so we met em at City Square instead..

i was lookin forward to my hols but not soo much of the loong journey we had to go thru.. we had dinner at Kenny Rogers since i wanted to eat der.. none of em can say no.. haha.. after tt we headed to Larkin where we took the bus to Terengganu.. a whole freakin 8 hours ride.. it was crazy.. it was cold.. thank god i brought along a jacket.. and throughout the whole nite.. i was listenin to Matt's mp3 which had like 20++ songs and i believed tt at the end of the journey, i was able to remember all the lyrics to the songs in his playlist.. especially Kiss Goodbye by Lee Hom.. haha..

wen we finally reached Terengganu, it was 6:30 am and we had breakfast..we thot tt we've finally arrived.. to our dismay, it took another hour to the ferry terminal.. since it was daylight.. we decided to make stupid, stupid fun out of ourselves.. takin silly pics.. and luffin out so loud others thot we were crazy..

wen we arrived at the ferry terminal, we still had to wait.. fer 2 hours before our ferry would fetch us to paradise.. wen finally the time came, i fell asleep in the ferry.. due to lack of shut eye.. and wen i was awoken, we could see the island from afar.. woo hoo! everyone was sooo excited.. our butts were all off the seats..

we reached and der was briefing tt i listened to halfway.. due to this security guard who was talkin to me.. askin me qtns.. so yea.. bein polite, i layan him abit la.. and thank me fer tt.. we need not queue fer our buffet breakfast, lunch nor dinner.. he seemed to always be der and he let us jump queue.. even settled our luggages fer us.. full service.. haha..

since we were hungry, we had our lunch and prepared fer our snorkelling trip.. virgins were most of em.. and so i was tellin em of my first experience and all.. it was disappointing! seriously.. i had more fun in Tioman.. it was more beautiful.. ppl were tellin me how beautiful Redang was and i was expectin way alot.. juz to end up disappointed.. and i didn't really like their way of organising the snorkelling trips..

after the trip.. the rest were sooo excited to take pics and dip in the sea.. trust me, the waves are much bigger compared to the ones u see at East Coast.. so tis was wen sth bad happened.. Gina was pulling me towards the sea, wen she twiste her ankle and fell.. it happened super fast, the next thing we knew, she was washed ashore by the waves.. and i really mean it literally.. hilarious shit.. so Matt piggybacked Gina all the way to the Medical Bay juz to find tt the door was locked.. i was pissed and went to the check in counter to enquire.. and guess wat.. the doctor's gone! all the asst mgr did was to pass me a first aid box..

like wat the fuck?! wat if none of us knew wat to do.. they didn't even bother to ask wat happened or see to the matter.. thank goodness, i did first aid in school.. so i knew wat to do.. and to think tt from my past experiences of twisting my leg, i would already be an expert in such area.. of coz.. but.. there wasn't even bandages in the first aid box.. and wen i asked if there was any in the Medical Bay and if he could open the room fer us so tt i can take some bandages, he said no.. the key is with the doctor and she not around.. they dun even have spare key!! so if der is any emergency on Redang Island ppl, please bear with the pain till u reach Singapore yeah..

so i bandaged Gina's ankle with some pathetic bandage.. and den we prepared fer dinner.. full like hell, we thot we could play some more.. but alas, it was raining.. haiz.. so we sat at the lobby, me and Gina were playin 5-10.. and takin shots.. it was a close game.. we had 3 shots each.. Matt had one and he was all red.. sooo cute..

afterwhich we went back to the girls' room and we talked and played some more.. till we fell asleep.. before tt, i of coz, had my daily dosage of love... *winks*

-end of part 1-

The Bottom Line
Beautiful things may distract you today, but you must keep your eye on the ball.

In Detail
You like to think you know a good thing when you see it, but it's an indisputable fact that the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. If you're single, you may spy an especially adorable couple that makes you green with envy -- if you've landed your sweetie, you'll suddenly notice how many cuties are smiling at you. Remind yourself that if the situations were different, you wouldn't be as happy. You are where you are for a darn good reason (believe it or not).

i noe i'm happy with u right now.. itz all tt i can ask fer.. and i noe no one else cuter can take me away frm ur arms.. coz u're all i want..

thanks fer bein u.. thanks fer lovin me..

*i love u*

The Bottom Line
The darkness of recent days will be leaving you as new ideas light your way today.

In Detail
The sun is shining just a bit more brightly today and your heart is just a bit lighter. Do you feel the tide turning? Hope is a powerful thing, and you've been able to hold on to enough of it to make a real difference. Blue periods can be tough, but they always result in more self-awareness and contentment. Slowly, you're entering a positive phase of strength, confidence and knowing what you want. People are ready for the new you to shine!

great! things are lookin up fer me! at least fer today.. happy! *big grinZ*

itz like almost 3 am!! my gawd! i haven't been up tis late hoggin the computer in a looong time.. well, to top things off, i finished all my 3 proposals.. tis so reminds me of school days! rushin last minute fer reports.. so my style! it makes me miss school oh sooo much!

and i noe i wun be able to do tis wifout the support of My Prince.. he was tryin soo hard to get me in the mood yesterday just so that i can finish everythin asap.. and yet i kinda waste his effort by fallin asleep on my bed, lyin on my papers, definitely in an uncomfortable position.. and not forgettin his BRILLIANT ideas.. they helped me alot! i'm sorry if i wasn't really myself yesterday.. heh.

and darlin, i miss you too!

i so need something to perk me up.. everythin abt me.. haiz..

*i miss you*

time check!

itz 7:11 pm and i'm still at werk.. why?! haiz.. i am supposed to end werk at 6 and yet i gotta help out since itz peak hour now.. i'm not too happy.. i do not know why.. itz juz one of those days..

on a lighter note.. i met Nik on Saturday.. it was a hectic day.. again i was supposed to end werk at 8 pm and yet i ended up leavin the place only close to 11.. Chelsea won 3 - 0 against Man Utd and yes.. it was a predictable game.. within 5 minutes of the first half, Chelsea scored.. how do i know so much?! yea.. i dun really watch a lot of soccer these days.. but ttz coz BJ8 had a live screening of the match at Level 3.. and we juz had to sell ourselves by selling pizza and beers.. soccer.. beers.. pizza.. wouldn't tt bring lotz of sales?!

like fuck it didn't.. half of the beer sales were generated from Pastamania ppl.. freakin dissapointment.. on top of tt.. i had my CEO, GM, Area Manager.. plus

-- dila, the drinks chits are here.. all the smoothies not out yet.. we got 2 pending baked rice.. and owe 2 of 2 sets to customers..

yes, i'm back.. is it worth stayin? i dunno.. itz like my responsibility.. den again.. is it really? haiz... so where was i? mmm.. yea.. PLUS.. one of the directors was here.. and he wasn't too happy with the fact tt everythin is in a mess! of coz.. why would he not be.. all smoothies and italian sodas goin fer only 2 freakin bucks with a purchase of pasta or pizza!! no work flow.. AT ALL! so yea.. i am goin crazy.. blender's givin problems.. staff too freakin slow.. inability to handle a normal weekend dinner crowd.. like wat the fuck..

on top of tt.. i had to run up and down to make sure tt everythin's ok.. not to mention.. customer's complaints... wat the fuck is wrong with Singaporeans??!! complain here and der.. director tellin me abt the downside of the drinks promo.. and me tryin to explain tt measures haf been taken to ensure smooth runnin of operation.. watz my designation here again? Shift Manager.. ttz abt it? so why am i still here??!! i'm SO pissed with myself!

wait.. i thot i'm supposed to be talkin abt pleasant stuff.. okie.. so Nik had to wait fer me.. and den we headed down to town.. went to Cine but i didn't feel like watchin any movies.. so, we walked and checked out the new Starbucks beside Swensen's.. i couldn't decide on any drinks hence we didn't get any.. i wonder wat the hell was wrong with me yesterday?!

i tink i am failing miserably in tryin to be happy here.. fuck!