i've been going for intensive training for the past 3 days.. there was supposed to be training today as well but it was cancelled as there weren't enough people.. and because of that, i had to start work today instead of Saturday..

how am i taking it so far? well, it's something definitely different.. a whole new environment.. not to mention the products i'm dealing with.. it has to be one of the biggest challenge i've faced so far.. though the environment at work can get very biased, i enjoyed work today..

i had someone to assist me.. he's pretty nice.. Ray, he imparted whatever he could to me.. and told me to take things easy.. pressure's really coming from my part.. it's somewhat more personalised service in comparison to Pastamania because you really give your attention to your customers.. and i like that..

plus, i managed to convince a customer to purchase a bag and he'll be coming back to find me! first person to add on my clientele.. haha.. just hope that i won't take too long to adjust to the new place.. especially when i have no authority right now.. quite an adjustment i must say.. i can no longer sit around in the office or take long lunch breaks or go out as and when i want to..

i'm beginning to miss being the superior one.. the bossy one.. all i can say is that it all starts somewhere.. =)

oh great.. i now have a new cupboard and a mini table and chair for my laptop.. despite the new furniture making my room look more cramped then it already is, i think it's a great job done on my part..

and the crazy part was the diposal of my old cupboard and my brother's from the 15th floor.. that was hell.. plus it was just me and my dad.. heavy, heavy.. but happy, happy..

i met up with Yuni for dinner yesterday.. it was great.. we walked and talked and walked some more.. haha.. somehow, it was just like we were 15 again.. just that this time, it was without the worry or fear of being caught for doing the "wrong" things.. haha..

i also went to see the guys at bishan.. and boy do i realise that i missed them loads.. and Ting Yu showed me a trick or two on Photoshop.. =)

sometimes, we all need assurance to help us get over that little uncertainty that gets in the way..

maybe, i need that assurance..

because the world is so big and it is full of many things yet undiscovered.. my own life has not been much discovered by myself either.. other aspects of it not to mention..

and that assurance would help me believe that i can do miracles with my life.. so, i won't have to worry much about that part of my life.. because i'm secured in that sense.. because i know where it'd be going even if all else fails in my life.. *touch wood*

maybe, i'm having too little faith.. maybe, i'm insecure..

i'm thinking too much.. and thinking too much always makes me go that way.. i'd better get some sleep.. will be having a long day tomorrow..

today marks the day, we're a year old.

- Tengku Nur Nikman & Tan Nur Fadhilah -

i've been thinking for some time. what can i write or say on this day. and yet, up to this point, i am unable to express myself in any way.

it's been a blessed year with you.

not even a simple poem could form in my head. because with you, things are beautiful the way they are. God has answered my prayers with the most magnificent poem ever, you.

thank you Tengku Nur Nikman for bringing life into me once again.

i love you. always.

i had a great week.. i bummed around alot but that is just a shortlived privilege that will end soon for me.. =(

met up with Amaida and Jean on Thursday.. did catching up and just chilling out.. it was a friendly night.. haha..

anyway, the weekend was awesome too.. i met up with Yuni.. had lunch at Secret Recipe.. it was just great to see her again.. it felt just like old times, just that what we've grown in many ways.. and it's almost a decade since we knew each other..

so, maybe this week will be spent meeting up with other friends i haven't been able to meet.. and to throw in some baking would be good.. that means i got to start my day early.. did i mention i'm addicted to the online tele series that is readily available for me.. haha..

okay.. so how was Fall Out Boy.. i enjoyed myself.. though not so much the pushing, shoving and squeezing we all had to endure for almost 3 hours in the hall before they let us into the actual hall itself.. thank goodness Nik was there to hold me up and protect me! and then it was more waiting before we get to see the real thing..

well, i think that they should really buck up on their security and definitely their organisation.. what made up for it was the band's great performance.. and the fact that Pete was way too cute for his own good.. haha..

and today was just a day well spent in front of my laptop watching Heroes.. and helping out in the kitchen.. and watching the tele with my parents.. bonding session.. =)