a quick one:-

my boyfriend's going to Japan tonight.. and i'm not going!! *sobs*
together with Alfrey and AfterTheSky!! they're gonna launch their album there.. i hope it goes well!! *prays hard*

i'm going to Bangkok on 25th August! *jumps* with the Bella ladies.. =) woo hoo!

i'm back to unemployed status!! nothing too proud about but i'm fucking happy!! wee!

first of all, a shoutout to all who took the time to come for my birthday!

G15 & my favourites - Sha + Apit, Azila, forever B.B. Yanie, SinPing, my favourite "London" girl Vithya, Erfen + Nabilah, Fiza & Sharizal!

Pastamania - Lili + Aton + Max, Wei En, Danny, Joseph, Eve, Jean & TingTing!

Serangoon Peeps - Sarah + Julia, Yaya + Aslam, Hafiz, Najib, Mat, Dollah, Azman & Slamat + gf!

Bella Kids - AfterTheSky, Rika, Prince Isobelle, Hear Me Toby, Paris In The Making, Harmatia, Alfrey & the ladies & everyone else!

thanks for making the trip down and tons of apologies to those who walked the mile from the other end.. hope you had fun and enjoyed the food.. and for those who did not sign in my guest book, do remember to do it the next time you see me!

thanks for the presents too.. i love them all! *BigGrin*

thanks to my darling boyfriend, Nik, for trying his best not to hate me for giving him a hard time.. for being there to help me with the shopping and the cooking.. and the presents he gave me.. it was all but wonderful! i love you baby, more and more each day! *muacks*

in the mean time, enjoy this short clip:-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U

i'm up and it's raining.. =( boo.. okay, let it rain now and not later.. i wouldn't wanna have a wet bbq party would i?! *wide grins*

my boyfriend and i got to do some last minute shopping due to some change of plans.. but it's okay, we'll have fun.. i still feel "bad" because Nik's mummy's doing the marination and cooking for me.. *naughty me*

My 22 On 22nd @ 22 Party!
Venue - Pasir Ris Park, Pit 22
Time - 5:30pm onwards

p/s: Invisible Target is a must watch! it's an awesome movie! given it's good fighting scenes (a bit over the top but that's why you guys watch WWE right?! *shakes head*) plus the good storyline and on top of that, Nicholas Tse is freaking adorable!!!!

"it's always tempting to wish for the perfect boss or the perfect parents or the perfect outfit. but maybe the best any of us can do is not quit. play the hand we're given and accessorize the outfit we've got." - Carrie Bradshaw

somehow, it's relevant to me.. and yet it's not at all motivating..

when you make a mistake, you learn from it.. and if you let it happen again, it means you have not learnt the important lesson of that mistake.. it should have been a wake up call.. telling me that you are stupid is not going to change anything.. asking me why again and telling me that you are sad will not turn back time.. and if you were really remorseful about the it the first time, you shouldn't have let it happened the second.. that don't work on me because i just don't see it..

innocent.

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at times, i don't know when to believe.. which was more real than what you're saying right now.. it all has become a puppet show to me.. except that i would probably enjoyed the puppet show more.. it's not that i am not supportive, you're wrong.. i am and if i'm ever not right now, it'd be because of you.. it was all a cycle that i've seen too much and i wish you'd tell me something else.. something i can believe in.. up till today, it's still not.. i'm just tired.. i'm still around, don't you worry.. but please do, do tell me something real..

tales.

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i enjoy being your friend.. honestly, i do.. we go crazy most of the times but it's all fun.. of course you can confide in me.. you know you do.. that's why you told me the truth.. and i do not need to ask because it's your secret.. and you do the telling.. but it made me think again.. how well do i know you.. what are your principles.. and i don't believe in what you are doing, no matter how deep or great you feel about it.. i choose not to react.. i'll definitely not say anything because it's your life (and their's).. but i know for sure it's wrong..

games.

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