i hate myself wen i'm grumpy.. haiz.. raya has been alright so far.. i'm not in the mood fer any festivities.. highlight of tis year wld be my lil cuzzie, Akila.. speakin and talkin to everyone.. she used to be very quiet.. my aunties and grandparents came over in the evening before i went out.. she was soo cute.. so afraid of the cats too.. she cried wen MeowMeow was walkin towards her direction.. hahaha.. cutest thing she asked me was, "whose is tt?", wen i was packin my stuff into my Adidas bag.. she was all nicely dolled up in pink too.. damn cute..

met my darling at PS.. we watched The OH Is In Ohio.. erm.. very scandalous.. thank god i'm not one of those unfortunate 30 million women in USA.. save me frm goin thru a whole lot of trouble juz to be happy and unwanted addiction.. uuuhh..

and time spent with my darling is heavenly..
i dun want to find another,
and i will look no further.
in u i find, all of that i want
what others lacked in my hunts.
no words can describe my love,
for u're the one i dream of.

i love you, my cookie monster..

juz some pics i managed to squeeze frm Sharizal.. after sooo long..


wen he knew i was attached to Adrian.. the next thing he knew, we broke up.. haha..


he didn't notice me at the steps but someone else.. i wonder who..


wen he knew tt i was with Nik.. and right now, we're still so attached.. *smiles* =)

our cutest pic ever..

i like tis pic the best.. look at Nik's face.. so boyish one.. *love*

to those who still dunno, yes.. i cut my hair! real short! sexy right?! purrr..


i hate it wen i close my eyes in pics.. eeeks!


Mr & Mrs Tan.. after the emotional u noe wat..


we all look different huh..


not the best pic of her.. uh well..


check out his face!


it all runs in the blood..


Chinese Princess promotin the flowers.. more like her hair!


some Bollywood Prince we adopted fer Raya..


so drama one!


goin crazee wif the camera already...


tis is retardism by dila..


awaitin fer my Prince's call.. so emoooo..

sorry i can't always find the words,
can't say wat my heart needs to say.
surely i want to be heard,
and for that u'd have to pay.

the costly silence,
the sullen me.

i don't wanna be told,
"you're just like them".
that thot makes me cold
and if it's true, i'd be damned.

u wish i will,
i wish i can.

random, unhealthy thots.

good night.

-missin my prince loads-