Nothing but Colours
the year has come and gone. i must say, it's been a very fast one. on the whole, i've quite enjoyed myself in 2007. for the good or the bad. i hope for a better 2008 nevertheless. more monnies, more laughter, more friends, better health and of course, more love! for you and for me!
my last entry for 2007. i'm avoiding getting all melodramatic because once i start, i can't stop. haha. so i'll see you in 2008! *hugs*
i love my boyfriend! *muacks*
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Friday, December 28, 2007
i think i am one of those who owns a camera and not fully utilise it. maybe, i am the only one like that. will have to upload whatever pictures i have and the rest will definitely be on Facebook uploaded by everyone else. haha.
i know more about her in 4 seconds then i do in the 2 years that i know her. – Alfrey Sulaiman.
he didn’t know that my dad was Chinese. he didn’t even know that i have a surname. he is my boyfriend’s cousin. this year, i spent Christmas eve at Bernard’s place. in fact, i think it's going to be a yearly basis from now on. with all the glorious, mouth watering food and the absolutely crazy entertainment. 2 turkeys on the table, spaghetti bolognaise, 5 huge pizzas, sushi, chicken wings, potato salad, fries and nuggets and a whole load of fruits plus, chocolate fondue. crazy or what?! the people were just superb. they are the entertainment. playing charades with them made it more fun than it ever had been for me. hosting it was super fun for me because I get to see them go wild!
Christmas at grandmother’s was as it was every year. what else can we do when we are there? watch television, eat and eat, doze off while watching some boring show on Channel 5. i would love to change the routine one day by not being in Singapore during these festivities. Christmas and Chinese New Year. travelling would be a good escape. okay, just to make some amends to what i said, “they are Christians who do not go to church”. actually, they do. well, with the exception of my grandmother. i also think that it’s not fair for me to make that statement given that i don’t even visit the mosque on a monthly basis. there.
told you, that's abundance!
somehow, the potato salad turned out okay.. hmm.
so Erik the drama!
chaos! in the kitchen
SmileyMan, PotatoKiller and Mr Matching Phives..
munchie ladies!
me & Sha!
the traffic light ladies!
and the winner for Miss Bella Universe is ..... all of us! haha.
the smoking corner. and 90% of Bella smokes. oooh.
before dinner, all hungry and ready to go!
my adopted cousin. Rica!
she wants to eat what you eat.
how freaking adorable she is!
and then, she got comfortable with Faiz. on her own.
i know more about her in 4 seconds then i do in the 2 years that i know her. – Alfrey Sulaiman.
he didn’t know that my dad was Chinese. he didn’t even know that i have a surname. he is my boyfriend’s cousin. this year, i spent Christmas eve at Bernard’s place. in fact, i think it's going to be a yearly basis from now on. with all the glorious, mouth watering food and the absolutely crazy entertainment. 2 turkeys on the table, spaghetti bolognaise, 5 huge pizzas, sushi, chicken wings, potato salad, fries and nuggets and a whole load of fruits plus, chocolate fondue. crazy or what?! the people were just superb. they are the entertainment. playing charades with them made it more fun than it ever had been for me. hosting it was super fun for me because I get to see them go wild!
Christmas at grandmother’s was as it was every year. what else can we do when we are there? watch television, eat and eat, doze off while watching some boring show on Channel 5. i would love to change the routine one day by not being in Singapore during these festivities. Christmas and Chinese New Year. travelling would be a good escape. okay, just to make some amends to what i said, “they are Christians who do not go to church”. actually, they do. well, with the exception of my grandmother. i also think that it’s not fair for me to make that statement given that i don’t even visit the mosque on a monthly basis. there.
told you, that's abundance!
somehow, the potato salad turned out okay.. hmm.
so Erik the drama!
chaos! in the kitchen
SmileyMan, PotatoKiller and Mr Matching Phives..
munchie ladies!
me & Sha!
the traffic light ladies!
and the winner for Miss Bella Universe is ..... all of us! haha.
the smoking corner. and 90% of Bella smokes. oooh.
before dinner, all hungry and ready to go!
my adopted cousin. Rica!
she wants to eat what you eat.
how freaking adorable she is!
and then, she got comfortable with Faiz. on her own.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Blame it on the Weatherman
just before noon, we were all mourning. just after my paternal relatives came, we were mourning. my family just lost another of our close family member.
he had dreamy eyes. he had a "pitiful" face i can't resist. he was always quiet, never making any noise. he would talk to me, asking me to feed him. he would look at me, as if asking for permission whether he can come into my room. he was the middle one among the rest. he never fights. he always lets them win. he was close to Kiki. and he was Comot.
he was always shy of strangers. he would run and hide in the room or anywhere he found comfort. and it was to his place of comfort that he fell. all the way from the 15th floor. it was drizzling. he jumped. he missed a step and the ground was slippery. he laid limp on his side.
it's a lie, cats do not have 9 lives.
when he was just about a month old, getting comfortable in the house.
they've been friends ever since this day.
he loves to sleep in that position.
and he loves to snuggle.
in my room, still snuggling. *hugs*
i will miss him terribly.
just before noon, we were all mourning. just after my paternal relatives came, we were mourning. my family just lost another of our close family member.
he had dreamy eyes. he had a "pitiful" face i can't resist. he was always quiet, never making any noise. he would talk to me, asking me to feed him. he would look at me, as if asking for permission whether he can come into my room. he was the middle one among the rest. he never fights. he always lets them win. he was close to Kiki. and he was Comot.
he was always shy of strangers. he would run and hide in the room or anywhere he found comfort. and it was to his place of comfort that he fell. all the way from the 15th floor. it was drizzling. he jumped. he missed a step and the ground was slippery. he laid limp on his side.
it's a lie, cats do not have 9 lives.
when he was just about a month old, getting comfortable in the house.
they've been friends ever since this day.
he loves to sleep in that position.
and he loves to snuggle.
in my room, still snuggling. *hugs*
i will miss him terribly.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Ballerina Princess
it didn't rain the whole of today, all sunny and windy. to think that i missed on this rare opportunity to ...... hang out my clean laundry earlier.. darn! never mind.
the truth is, i'm still sore over those words. hence the silence given to him since that day. i wouldn't want to prolong it any longer but i can't pretend i'm fine and dandy, forgetting it all.
if i wasn't paying attention to the road, it could have been much worse than that.
if i wasn't thinking, i could have slammed down the accelerator instead of the brakes.
it's still in my mind, no matter how i try to push it away. no matter how i laugh about it. it feels cold talking about it, to pass by the place knowing how hard i had jammed the brakes. how blur the surrounding was. how the rain was falling onto me. i still can't believe i made it to our destination in that condition that i was in. i guess it was almost like i was on auto-pilot. and when i got out of the car, the sudden rush of emotions was overwhelming.
it could have been much worse and i'm thankful that it wasn't. i had 4 other lives with me in the car and i wouldn't want anything to happen to them. or any other persons riding with me for that matter. i would go back in time to do all i can to avoid it. spent more time walking around Heeren, smoked another stick before getting into the car or even left town earlier just so that we will reach not later than 11 pm. anything. i'm sorry it happened. but i really wish it hadn't.
to all: thank you for asking, for caring.
to Bernard, Rab and Zad: thank you for all the assurance, for the various attempts in making me laugh. you guys are a great bunch. i'm sure this would create a bond between us, even a better story to tell. =) *hugs*
to my one and only: thank you for being there for me, for all the hugs and kisses that i needed, for trusting me and for being my pillar of strength. i love you
it didn't rain the whole of today, all sunny and windy. to think that i missed on this rare opportunity to ...... hang out my clean laundry earlier.. darn! never mind.
the truth is, i'm still sore over those words. hence the silence given to him since that day. i wouldn't want to prolong it any longer but i can't pretend i'm fine and dandy, forgetting it all.
if i wasn't paying attention to the road, it could have been much worse than that.
if i wasn't thinking, i could have slammed down the accelerator instead of the brakes.
it's still in my mind, no matter how i try to push it away. no matter how i laugh about it. it feels cold talking about it, to pass by the place knowing how hard i had jammed the brakes. how blur the surrounding was. how the rain was falling onto me. i still can't believe i made it to our destination in that condition that i was in. i guess it was almost like i was on auto-pilot. and when i got out of the car, the sudden rush of emotions was overwhelming.
it could have been much worse and i'm thankful that it wasn't. i had 4 other lives with me in the car and i wouldn't want anything to happen to them. or any other persons riding with me for that matter. i would go back in time to do all i can to avoid it. spent more time walking around Heeren, smoked another stick before getting into the car or even left town earlier just so that we will reach not later than 11 pm. anything. i'm sorry it happened. but i really wish it hadn't.
to all: thank you for asking, for caring.
to Bernard, Rab and Zad: thank you for all the assurance, for the various attempts in making me laugh. you guys are a great bunch. i'm sure this would create a bond between us, even a better story to tell. =) *hugs*
to my one and only: thank you for being there for me, for all the hugs and kisses that i needed, for trusting me and for being my pillar of strength. i love you
Sunday, December 09, 2007
his exact words:-
"WHAT HAPPENED?!"
"WERE YOU ALONE?!"
"MUST BE YOU ALL WERE TALKING COCK RIGHT?!"
"WHY YOU NEVER PAY ATTENTION TO THE ROAD?!"
"IMPOSSIBLE IF THE IMPACT IS THAT HARD!"
"THE CAR IS ONLY 3 MONTHS!"
"I DON'T KNOW WHAT WAS IN YOUR HEAD!"
versus
my only words:-
"YOU WERE NOT IN THE CAR, YOU WOULDN'T KNOW!"
car versus me,
CAR WINS.
"WHAT HAPPENED?!"
"WERE YOU ALONE?!"
"MUST BE YOU ALL WERE TALKING COCK RIGHT?!"
"WHY YOU NEVER PAY ATTENTION TO THE ROAD?!"
"IMPOSSIBLE IF THE IMPACT IS THAT HARD!"
"THE CAR IS ONLY 3 MONTHS!"
"I DON'T KNOW WHAT WAS IN YOUR HEAD!"
versus
my only words:-
"YOU WERE NOT IN THE CAR, YOU WOULDN'T KNOW!"
car versus me,
CAR WINS.
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